so i know this has nothing to do with diets or nutrition or what have you but i’ve been feeling lost, lost in translation for about a yr now and it’s good to write these things down right? i know no one else reads this, besides Jen sometimes, so let’s get into the world that is Dave. so i’ve been going back and forth and a few things in life. i went to school and studied financial services, which i had and still have a great passion for, yet after a few years in the banking industry and being surrounded by experienced financiers i have noticed their trends. they are mostly full of greed and have nothing in mind but the all mighty dollar. i studied finance to better the average person’s knowledge of finance and how it can help them and to help whatever corporation i work for become fiscally and financially sound not a monopolistic empire. i have no desire to become rich, i see it as an excess that is not necessary…with that said, i decided to look into another passion of mine, who’s industry seemed to be filled with ambition and truth, culinary arts. i looked into a local university known for their culinary program and worked with my brother-in-law at his restaurant and enjoyed it. i can’t work for someone else’s vision though. i hate seeing something that is wrong or not useful yet have to keep donig it because the boss wants it done that way. SOOOO i decided to head back to finance for a few yrs, more like 10-15, to get some coin and open my own restaurant…that’s weird im lost now…
when i was growing up i couldn’t wait to finish school and have the whole world just a short plane ride away…i could go anywhere, do anything, become anyone i want to become. i wish i was that kid again. i don’t know where i want to live, where i want to work, what i want to do…i have tried to narrow down some areas, and im not limiting this to the U.S. because i think there are PLENTY of nations with the same or more opportunities than the golden-paved roads of the grand ‘ol U.S. of A. i have a good contact in San Diego now but I don’t want to settle, as me and my wife have down many-a-time before, i want to apply EVERYWHERE. i know that a lot of companies aren’t hiring but that isn’t going to stop me. so this weekend i will work even more on my resume, make it shine from a distance, and send it out to everyone and their mother! i guess that’s what i wanted to get off my chest, my excitement for the future, i just hope that the light at the end of the tunnel i see isn’t artificial but the true success that i’ve been busting my hump to gain…
more to come on the success of my diet, exercise, career, marriage, friendships…let’s change this blog up!